I'M BAAACCCKKK!
will blog alot about JAPAN! had a great time!
but i'll only blog when i'm feeling less shity.
(& all the negative adjectives that you use to describe feelings)
&i'm dreading school badly. like SERIOUSLY.
& i am in no mood to blog.
i hate embracing change.
& tomorrow 3rd january 2007, will be yet another journey that i have to take.
i'm not excited. i am going to cry. because
1.i am going to miss tk. the teachers, and my dearestdearest friends.
2.yishun jc is everything and more the same as bedok north.-i hate the feeling
3. what if i have no friends.HOW!?? absolutely no one from tk is going to yishun.
i am really stressed out. i screwed up everything so badly.
& yes, it's easy to say that God has a purpose, yeahyeah. but i really really can't comprehend this fact.
well the only think i can think of is that God is providing me an oppotunity to do quiet time on the 50 minutes bus journey to yishun interchange, before changing to another bus.
maybe he put me in yishun to give me time to do Q.T.
well...
well pray for me guys.
cause i am really gonna cry.
i'm going for a swim with nat, and hopefully, i'll be able to clear my mind for a while.
:(
